Sunday, May 15, 2011

People AMAZE Me

So I got my HSG done on Thursday. Hurt a bit but, good news, my fallopian tubes are open!! Yay!! One less thing on my list of potential problems. One less procedure I don't have to go through =]. So obviously, I was very happy after it was over. But the day before, well, let's just say people really do amaze me.

Me && the hubby had gotten into a fight on Wednesday. I had a blood test for pregnancy I had to go get done before the HSG due to radiation. He had the nerve to look at me && go, "Why do you have to go get it, your not pregnant." Ok, fuck you, I let it go then even though I think that was a horrible thing to say. ( I told him that later though.) Then, later on, when I was shopping at the commissary, this girl I know texted me && the following conversation ensued:

Her: Hey chicka!! What's up?

Me: NM, just at the dr's office getting more bloodwork done yuck. you?

Her: At the stupid dentist, gettin that done too. Y u gettin bloodwork all time?

Me: Checkin for all sorts of shit makin sure I'm healthy && have the right levels of hormones && such.

Her: Ooooh how is baby making coming

Me: Don't really know yet I'm not preggo tho

Her: :( my hg (homegirl) is :)

WTH?????? How can people be so naive && mean??? Like I give a s***!?! I didn't say anything back. I didn't know what to say without being a bitch. Congrats????

Friday, May 6, 2011

About to lose my fucking mind!!!

I can't take it, it just isn't fair!! Why, oh WHY are all the twats who don't want && alot who don't need to be pregnant are getting preggo && all the ladies who deserve it && can actual take of their baby aren't!! If I have to hear or see one more, "Oh I'm single && was sleeping around && got preggo. Whoops!! But I'm gonna keep it cause babies are all the rage now." Or "Oh me && my bf live at home with my parents && neither of us have jobs or health care but lets try to have a baby && succeed at it so we can mooch of off tax payers && what not cause its soooo cool!!" It also pisses me off that me && my hubby have been married 11 months && been together longer than that but one of his friends who just got married already got they're new wife knocked up && she told me she didn't even want to be preggo!! GRRRR!!!!! It makes me sooo mad!! I actually would be able to care for the baby without being a mooch, me && my hubby have the best health care in this country cause we're a military family. But nooooooooo. If I have to hear about some ungrateful, unproviding twat being pregnant one more time.........